به هزار کوچه دویده ام، به تسلی نرسیده ام
ز قد خمیده شنیده ام، که چو حلقه شد به دری رسد
Ba hazār kūcha dawīdam-am, ba tasallī narasidam-am
Zī qad khamida shinīda-am, kī chū halqa shud ba darī rasad
Running into thousands of streets brought me no tranquility
I heard from an elder that the one who turns to a ring reaches the door.
Poem by: Mirza Abdul Qadir Bidel
Translated by Nasim Fekrat
In this poem, Bidel, demonstrates the ultimate humbleness that one should possess if undertaking a journey to reach harmony. He says that he ran through thousands of streets, spent nights and days, and endeavored pain to reward himself with tranquility and peace. For Bidel, the word ‘tranquility’ is an allusion to the achievement of the reality of existence; also, it is an insinuation to his beloved one, whoever might be; and finally, ‘tranquility’ is an allusion to his God. Bidel says that life has meaning and that meaning is not easily attainable. The significance of the first line’s meaning manifests itself in the second line.
Bidel says I perceived from an old man that the path to harmony is to become a door’s ring. This multifaceted line, at first glance, might drive the reader into complete perplexity and wonder. However, it is no wonder that when readers find themselves confused, Bidel has a unique style, and he uses the most complex and implicitly difficult meanings to extract his imagination of humbleness.
So, to put it in an understandably meaningful way, Bidel says that I spent all my life trying to reach harmony, but I failed. Then he says: “An old man told me that in order to achieve a state of harmony and tranquility, one should be humble enough.” The word ‘ring’ has a special and implicit meaning here. Bidel uses ‘ring’ to symbolize the old age and the U-bend of life. Symbolically and humbly, Bidel pictures himself as a door ring at the gate that he might refer to God. In another way, Bidel uses ‘ring’ to symbolize bowing, the gesture of humbleness and obedience to God. Finally, being a ‘ring’ at a door that implicitly pictures humbleness is a supreme virtue.
So, what is Bidel’s wisdom for us?
Modesty is the core of success and a path to harmony. Be modest in your clothing and talking; do not show off your knowledge and wealth to others. Demonstrate humbleness and kindness to others, life is short, and at the time you realize you have ran thousands of streets and still running to find harmony, but you cannot, pause and ponder how modest and humble you were.